i’d fucking do anything to have a loover dammnit ; – ; yet you, and everyone else… how can you just shrug me off… it’s so sick, this entire world is so sick ;-; … and im going to diie alone

And I know what’s wrong!!

… Oh god, I keep thinking about the shiit that’s played on child tv channels… it’s awful “pop” bullcrap… and everything ‘social’ is all about “loove urself for who u ar!!” sick preaching of “acceptance” of the sick, twisted-minded! No wonder everyone’s so retarded… no more playful cartoons… just constant preaching about narcissism, and “pop” that rots your brain… Good job! You’ve accepted the sick and twisted! You’ve BECOME sick and twisted! Now what!? What did that accomplish!? Harmony??! LOOK AROUND YOU, YOU BLIND, SELF-ABSORBED MESS OF ARROGANT SH!T!!

You think you are the PINNACLE OF HOLINESS! You THINK that you’re “perfect as you are”; Yet, you know NOTHING! You can do NOTHING! You are a pinnacle allright, the pinnacle OF NARCISSISTIC, ROTTING IGNORANCE!
You only seek WORSHIP, and you CENSOR everything else that DISAGREES or DISPLEASES or DISCOMFORTS your sick, rotten, DELUSIONAL, FAT, LAZY PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR AN EXISTANCE!

Everyone… everyone is so sick… so mindless, so brainless, so reasonless, so logicless, so pointless.
EVERYONE, EVEN YOU!!
There’s just… everyone’s… no self-awareness, no self-reflection, no shame… AND THEY’RE SO PROUD OF IT!?
What is this sick SICK SICK philosophy “fabulous”… to loove yourself… this SICK NARCISSISM?!
All of you are so SICK, you aren’t PEOPLE! You are just MEAT! MEAT that DOES THINGS!
That’s it. Your entire life. Everyone’s life. You DO THINGS. Impulsively. No thoughts. No reason, no logic, no basis, no consistency, no self-governing.
You don’t understand anything. You just “DO” things. You don’t MEAN what you say. What you do BY ACCIDENT just HAPPENS to mean something, UNINTENTIONALLY.
You don’t even stand behind what you say or do, it was just an impulsive THING with NO MEANING!

Even now… my words, they mean nothing to you. You feel no shock, no remorse… nothing. My words don’t exist to you. They are like a breeze.
You ignore it. You can’t see it, you can’t feel it. What the fuuck is wrong with you?! Do I even exist in this daamn world?!
How can you feel so COMFORTABLE just ignoring someone, or something!? What the fuuck is this sickness you have?! What is this sick apathy, indifference!? ANSWER ME!!

again, just excuses, and all you end up doing is ignoring what I asked!!! my questions are sitting there, hanging and you just look away, and pretend they dont exist!!
and you FEEL SOO GOOD HAVING IGNORED IT, HAVING SAID AN EXCUSE! YOU’RE SO FUUCKING SICK, WHY!? SO DUMB, SO IGNORANT, SO APATHIC! and you laugh at your own sickness!?!?! you shrug it off?! you walk off to spread it further!!!

I know this sick putrid shiiit will flock my way to drown out the beacon, claiming themselves as “holy” and “shining moral compassess” and even have the audacity to say >I’M< the sick one!
I KNOW this SICK FILTH will just “do” more “things”. Just contact me and expect everything for nothing. Assault me and tell me to “accept” and “embrace” this filth…

This entire world is already long dead. And I’m the only survivor. This is a beacon.
If there is ONE living being a REAL PERSON, CAPABLE of keeping promise. I KNOW JUST THE PROMISE TO ASK FOR: “Together, forever, no matter what, till death due us part.”
My potential loove, I chose this harsh reality, rather than sweet words; as if you do not see this filth, you ARE part of this FILTH, and INCAPABLE of loove!

Fuuuck me for not being as sick, blind and depraved as you are, right?
Fuuuuuck me for actually having humanity, actually having a heart, and ACTUALLY, GENUINELY, having CARE and LOOVE AND ANY SEMBLANCE OF A SANE EXISTENCE!

(src This is the Police): ” Everybody wants something. But we have to control ourselves, or we’ll all turn into libertines and prostitues. ” … ‘bit too late, though; everyone (YOU ALSO) already has turned into DEPRAVED libertine common filth…

tl;dr: i wants luv, but yu’s (and everyone) is stoopid, so i deds alone. x_x , so this is auto-tomato 31 secondz. add mi or bai mi cuz im tooo vastly superior 4 chu, i diez alone either wayz! <3 yaay being smert *pats self*