I don’t like Ariana grands at all. I like you😩 I’m sorry if your were addicted to opioids? I’m tired of feeling like I don’t have control of my life. I begged them to treat me the way I tried to treat them I’m fragile You know when you see a good movie or read a good book there’s a part that fills that hole in you for a second. I’m watching stranger then fiction. The part where will ferl is playing his guitar to his love and it’s quiet then he plays and the background music kicks in and she finnly sees him. A lot of the time I’ll reread s book like 5 times just to get to that part where the hole fills but mostly it just happens that first time. But in this movie in that part it fills that hole almost every time just for s moment. Anyway when I saw that interview or when I look st your pictures that hole gets filled. Even if it’s just for s moment. It just been trying to survive Anna I just want to feel loved and be treated the way I’d like be allowed to treat a women but the world for some reason won’t let me. I could give a duck about all those politictsons and their religious games and there hate games I don’t want to lead a world as fucked up as this one. Leave it to the manipulators who desire that kind of power. None of them look happy. How could you be they murder people no better then the ones in prisons I used to look up to them but if the price of leadership is murder I don’t want it. Even Obama my hero is a murderer no better then trump. Anyway the shirt you wore looked like the one on the table at the hot tub. I hope when you said you liked divorce you were talking about me. I hope that really was you at the bottom of your underscored Reddit account because fuck!!!!

I’m tired and for some reason I feel like my hearts been ripped out again.

And your beautiful and smart and quirky so I know you have a boyfriend I’m tired of that shit man

I’m tired of feeling like I’m going to die just because I’m used to feeling that way doesn’t mean it ever gets easier.

I want to live and I love what they allowed me to see of you those sick perverted manipulative fucks. Do you like that I trust no one now.
I’m scared of wanting you so bad because every time I do you’ll leave.

Your stuck in my head.