I masturbated to a cartoon character that looks like a platypus
I am 17 weeks pregnant. My libido is through the roof. I am going crazy like an animal in heat. I started having crushes on cartoon characters. Right now it is Perry the Platypus from phineas and ferb. I know he is an animal. But he is a fucking secret agent. My husband and I used to role play james bond a lot but not anymore.

I started watching that show at the start of my pregnancy. I was weirdly attracted towards that greenish blue platypus. He is has really smooth moves and very much intelligent for a platypus. I don’t know what the fuck am I saying. It is just word vomit. But the crush got so intense that I had a weird sex dream. Yesterday, I imagined my husband like a greenish blue platypus and he was making the same “grrr” sound. I cannot say this to a soul. My husband doesn’t use reddit so he cannot find out. I masturbated to that imagine multiple times. I feel guilty and so ashamed.