Umm I don’t know how to say this other than the fact that I have to leave, in reality we are all given decisions to make, we can decide what we do with those decisions itself as well, throughout my time in Discord, I’ve learned new things, I’ve also gained some really cool friends, the only thing that is such a burden is that the constant harassment and death threats take a toll on you, even if you report it it still isn’t taken cared of because of how Discord only thinks about money, in other words Discord is such an amazing idea and that its put together but yet it falls short in health and safety, you could report someone and it wouldn’t even be bothered, Discord in other words falls short in harassments and other kind of serious problems, what I’ve noticed is that Discord is more worried about an underage person being there instead of someone being harassed constantly, and I’m not talking about me, this has happened to many other people and it needs to stop, what they should do is when people work for them, they create their own discord account and monitor other servers constantly so that if owners are abusing the power or are letting harassments to occur that justice can be taken cared of, this is just a monumental issue that needs to be solved, but enough of that, over time I’ve felt that I could trust people, certain ones for that matter, what annoys me is that I can’t even talk about my personal life without people judging me for it or even respecting my boundaries no matter how many times I try to ignore it it just seem that Discord has too many assholes and not enough good people, it’s too toxic, I mean I tried to even post a link of hanas passing in a way of praising the stuff she did, and in return someone said that wrestling is fake, I mean I can’t even express my feelings for this amazing woman without hate, what other things I have noticed is that’s it’s easily obsessive, It runs our lives constantly if we don’t do it in a manner of which its not taking a toll on our lives, its one of the reason i’ve decided to quit discord, its affected me and my mom, yes I do get triggered when my mother is brought up but can you blame me, its my mom, and I get it’s the internet but what else can we do, do we just take it constantly or do we know when its enough and we stand up for each other and fight for what is right, beat the bullies, help your friends, and yes I am known for kicking people to the curb because I don’t side by bullies or assholes, it’s not because I want to be perfect, it’s because I don’t do that kind of stuff, I myself am just a simple man trying to live a simple life, is that too much to ask for, there’s not one day I can go without any negativity or drama from Discord, I’m not for the drama, it’s just not me, yes we all judge, and I for one am no stranger to that, I have a problem with thinking before doing I’m willing to admit that, but it’s just to the point where Discord is called Discord for a reason, in my eyes, it’s just an app for people who love drama, no offense to my friends, but in all honesty, what else can I do, what steps can I take, there is none, and at the end of the day, I’ve made my decision, i’ve decided to not take anymore bullshit, nothing against any of you, I’m looking out for my health and safety, some of you may agree with my decisions, some of you may not and just wished I fucked off, whatever it is, I know what I am doing for myself, it may be selfish, but in order to help others, you got to help yourself first, if any of you are still reading this, thank you for taking the time to read it, I know it must suck having to deal with the same shit different day kind of stuff, but we will all get through it together, I myself feel though that it might help, Discord ain’t for the faint of heart, even 13 year olds will think its too much, jesus even 19 year olds like myself think its too much at times, Its addicting it’s like a drug, it will suck that I am leaving but its ruining my life, it’s too much, and I think it’s about time I get rid of discord. This is not me leaving, this is me saying goodbye, I love you all and I wish you all nothing but the best
Sincerely,