Hello everyone, as I write this story I am lying in a bed in a rural hospital, waiting for my daily dose of antidotes and antibiotics. I have been allowed access to my cell phone for the time being, in case I need to tell my relatives something. There is nothing serious, just a sting here and there, but perhaps the reason I am here fits the bill as “very serious”. You, dear reader, are most probably asking yourself “why the fuck is there a woman on antibiotics and antidotes in a hospital bed and why am I reading this?”. Glad you asked, if this is so, let’s go by parts.

Since I was 17 I have suffered from depression (I am now 24), and since my final diagnosis I have been taking sertraline, a type of antidepressant. Anyone who has taken it (or knows someone who has) knows that this shit makes it hard to orgasm, regardless of your sex or age. Unfortunately, I was one of the people affected by this side effect. I saw my classmates having their boyfriends, losing their virginity, and I stagnated, never desired or even repudiated by the opposite sex. I couldn’t stand being seen as a piglet by the boys in my class anymore, I hated my hairy, fat, pimply and stinky body above all else. When I least expected it, I got addicted to masturbating to the most disgusting things you can imagine. I would crank up my clit to those 19th century Japanese woodcuts with insects, larvae, and even octopuses (my favorite is “The Dream of the Fisherman’s Wife”, if you don’t know it, google it), I’d spit on my hand and run my spit all over my pussy watching a cockroach fuck a helpless schoolgirl. I love to do this when I’m taking a shit, I imagine that the smell of a really big dirty insect would be something like that, it gives you that piquancy at the time of the fantasy. Now, after I became a lame person because of the antidepressant, my best friend when it comes to these filthy hours is marijuana. I really love it when the weekend arrives, I smoke a little bit and spend the night with my pussy all honeyed with marijuana smoke from the spit and stinking of sweat from my jeans after a day on the street from college. One time I enjoyed watching a video of a tarantula eating an innocent little beetle, all the details exposed. I thought to myself that I WANTED to be in that lucky son of a bitch’s shoes. Delightful.

These days I rented a very simple vacation house with the money from my internship and went there on vacation.

One beautiful night all this greasy shit that I described above was going on, I had totally forgotten to take a shower and my armpit was hairy. I smoked 3 or 4 cigarettes that night and I still thought I was satisfied for the time being, but I was wrong. Still stoned and my eyes red as hell I went out to throw away the pizza box that the fat pervert ate all by herself and before the trash dump there is a fucking bush and as I pass through it, I see the horniest thing that at the moment I thought I was hallucinating.

I see a mother centipede wrapped with her young, all still with that disgusting white shell. I couldn’t believe it, I took off my shirt and got the little family on it, the shorts and panties I threw in the trash, I was dripping with excitement, so I didn’t care if someone had seen me. I took it to the place where I was, locked the door and laid my shirt on the bed. What a big fucking centipede, the children not so much but just watch. For a moment I even thought that this was very disgusting and wrong, something to be left only in fantasy, but then I was so horny that I wasn’t thinking straight. I separated the mother in a little pot that I had, but when I took her with my hand, she stung my finger, it hurt like hell, and then I pulled her away so that she could sting my breast beak, what a fucking pain but think of the lust I felt at the time, I felt I was going to cum but I held on. I managed to put her away and put her babies in a plastic cup. I shoved it in my pussy, already throbbing with so much arousal, and let it go. I used my whole fist to rotate on my clitoris while I felt those insects crawling all over my filthy pussy. With each ejaculation, the little legs of those centipedes were already preparing me for the next one, and I caught myself thinking “fuck, my dad will never love me again if he knows that I do this”. But as soon as I finished this thought, I came again, my pussy already getting numb and swollen from so much masturbation in just one day. But then I realized, what if it’s not just the horny making me like this, they are poisonous, I saw that even my nipples became super red and swollen! But as the saying goes, what’s a fart for someone who is already pooped on. I had an even better idea, I saw a funnel in the kitchen drawer and stuck it up my ass, with the help of the spit of marijuana smoke and olive oil from the pizza I had eaten earlier. I took the cup out of my pussy and saw that some had crushed themselves with the back and forth of my movements. Poor things, I felt for a moment that I had aborted my babies, I admit that I cried. Have you ever cried with a erection? It’s weird. I took some from the glass and passed them to the funnel and they all went in without hesitation, I even put olive oil in my ass and took the funnel out, the commotion of them in there made me cum without even putting my fist in my pussy. It was bugs in my pussy and in my filthy ass and I couldn’t take anymore, I took the mother and shoved it in my pussy together. After all, motherly company is always the best. As soon as she entered, I felt that motherfucker give me a pinch on what was probably my cervix, that was the trigger for me, I came one last time and let out a big ball what I stuck up my ass on the floor of the house, I pushed everything that was inside of me onto that floor now as filthy as I was.

My god, what kind of person am I? What I have just done borders on the grotesque. I am so filthy that I am below an insect. I just remembered my colleagues, now probably married and expecting at least their first children, while I gave birth to shit, rot and venomous invertebrates. But I don’t care, I want to be destroyed, mistreated, eaten from the inside out until only my pathetic bones are left.

About three days later, everything inside me hurt. My breasts, ass and pussy were swollen and absurdly red, leaking pus, so much so that I couldn’t even fart, and with all this gas I felt that stabbing sensation in my chest. I started to feel a fever, had chills and vomited about 5 times. I went to the hospital. I was suffering from more serious symptoms from the bite of the centipede besides an infection, it must be because there were several at once. They put me in the ICU to take antibiotics and the antidote to see if I get better. When I’m discharged, I’ll let you know.